The loss of a child is like no other.
A day ago, Dj Crème took to his social media to share a burden that has been laying heavy in his heart and that of his family.
While away in Qatar on official duties, Crème received a phone call from his wife Denise that would prove to be one of the most painful conversations.
A few hours to the gig, the couple would spend a substantial amount of time on video calls after the baby was safely removed.
He revealed how peaceful their daughter looked and to keep her memory alive the wife traced her hand prints on a piece of paper.
In a long post, Crème narrated the whole ordeal that has left many in tears and heart broken.
‘’So The last 3 Weeks have been Hard for my Family and I . Pain & Tears perfectly tucked behind the smiles and fake laughters. I was out of the country when my pregnant Wife Denise called and told me that she’s headed to the hospital and it was an emergency. I won’t lie my heart sunk because I somewhat knew what that meant!
I remember kneeling down and Crying to God to keep Her safely wrapped in His Warm Embrace. The worst news came in that the doctor couldn’t feel the baby’s Heart beat. We’d lost the baby, at 6 Months. So Close…So So Close
I Won’t Lie, It tore me to pieces because I couldn’t forgive myself for being miles away and yet my wife was going through this alone.
With a few hours to my gig, we spent most of the time on video calls and I Swear , Denise is the strongest woman I know l. Telling me that she’ll be alright and that she could handle it and I should keep my head up and grind .
The procedure to remove the baby was slotted for midnight, the same time I was getting on stage in Qatar.Not sure how I made it through the gig but God’s grace and Peace steered me through
My wife @deekingsky went through the procedure safely. I didnt get to see our daughter , whom Denise says looked so beautiful and peaceful. She managed to trace her hand prints on a piece of paper.. the only thing we’d keep with us in memory of a beautiful soul whom we never got to know but who made us smile everytime she kicked. Gods Grace is forever sufficient, We’ve witnessed His peace, through His gentle whispers that “ He shall heal and mend the broken hearted. “
For the few that knew about it . Thank you for checking up on us , and always being there. We can’t find the words to thank you enough. @timadeka @karey82 @esther_wanjyru @murugyy Thank you for your prayers .God bless you Mightily .
Denise , I thought I was the strong one but clearly , You are the stronger one , and I Thank God for you on a daily . I love you to infinity and back,’’ the post read.
It still breaks our hearts everytime Jamari and our daughter Zawadi ask where the baby went ….May God’s Will Be Done .